But the whole time I am running on the track I feel guilty for not riding my bike. I love my bike (isn't it cute?) and it is also fun for the kids because we usually end our bike ride by going to the park. It is also good exercise and I get to enjoy the good weather. Benson surprised me one day and bought me this bike and trailer..I thought it was so sweet and I feel guilty if I don't ride it enough...so my guilt brings me to ride the bike!
But if I ride my bike than I start to feel guilty about my treadmill that I don't use enough...it just sits in the loft and feels sad and neglected that it isn't used enough. But I have to wake up early to use it because I am to paranoid to do it while Nate is awake because I am afraid he will get hurt or something...so inevitably I will try to wake up early to do the treadmill before the kids wake up ...which is sometimes great but not every day!
Than if I am spending all of my exercise time (which contrary to how it might sound...is not that much time) doing these things... I feel guilty for not going to the gym...I pay LA Fitness to go and work out there (plus childcare) and I feel guilty if I don't go enough. But it doesn't help to go because than I feel guilty for not using my bike that Benson bought me , or taking Ben to the track because he loves it or using my treadmill that I paid good money for!!!I think I have lost my mind because I fell sorry for THINGS! Do you think LA Fitness cares if I go or don't go??? No, they get their money either way! My treadmill , bike, and the track have no feelings...so why do I care? Its all about the money spent on these things that I am not using to its full potential!
Don't even get me started on my whole Ipod issue..I like to listen to it while I exercise...but sometimes I want to read a book or meet a friend at the gym than I might go awhile without listening to my ipod...than I feel bad...FOR MY IPOD!
I guess I get bored easy (not really a shocker) and I like to have alot of exercise options...and that is totally fine but I can't figure out why I feel so bad about it all...I think its Satan trying to get me to not work out at all!
I guess I get bored easy (not really a shocker) and I like to have alot of exercise options...and that is totally fine but I can't figure out why I feel so bad about it all...I think its Satan trying to get me to not work out at all!
Anyway, I am crazy!
And just so you know..now that I have vented all of this I feel better about the whole thing and now I can continue with my life :)
5 comments:
Crazy complicated you are! Too funny though.
HAHAHA... you are so freakin' hilarious. I feel like I was reading a children's book. The cat was running from the dog, who was running from the bear, who was running from the elephant, who was running from the mouse, who was running from the cat.
Whew, I'm off to go running right now, I went bike riding Tuesday, the gym yesterday, & walking on Monday with Kinsley! Did I get an equal balance? I've never thought about that! You are too funny!
Kyle, you have not changed one bit! Your a crazy woman and think way to much. Ok I think way to much about things too.
That was a fun post to read. Sometimes when we have too many options, we make things harder on ourselves than they have to be. That's cute Ben will run with you. I tried taking Ryan running, and he can't keep up, so I won't let him come anymore.
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